fun of being exhausted

Sunday, December 30, 2012

♥assalamualaikum

Who am i kidding, being tired and exhausted is no fun, no fun at all. Haih..But complaining about it wont solve anything either. This week is murder. That's what happened when you choose the dark side. The side or Mordor, the side of PROCRASTINATION. One does not simply procrastinate and expect everything to be in order. There will be blood and sweat! A lot of sweat i tell ya..arr.. But thats how i roll, you know..ekhem. I can handle pressure, i can, i sure can. Trust me, yes, trust me, i'm fine..I'm not being over emotional, cranky, moody, weak..i am totally fine, TOTALLY.

Stay positive, blame no one, blame nothing.

Kadang-kadang aku rasa macam nak taip status kat FB, bebel-bebel pasal kepenatan dan kestressan tahap agung yang aku alami. Tapi aku pilih untuk tak jadi macam tu. Sebab aku tau, semua orang pun penat, semua orang pun emo, semua orang pun tak larat. I dont have to make a big deal out of it. Its a normal phase for a student. Exam week, study week, project week, weak week, semua orang tengah alami fasa yang sama. Tak perlu nak sokong kepenatan satu sama lain. Buat-buat macam ok dan stay ossem and cool. Ok? BERUSAHA! Extra energetic sikit YEAH!!

Aku tak suka orang-orang yang aku sayang tension, moody dan lemah. Rasa cam tak best. Aku rasa macam nak bawak lari all those bad feelings away but you cant always be the superman you know. Besides, some people dont even need saving, they just need some time to figure things out by themselves. Tapi ada jgak orang-orang yang perlukan extra attention kan? Make a card, make a surprise..Everyone loves surprises, especially when it involves food. Haa..Kalau tengah stay up pagi-pagi, perud bunyi-bunyi tapi malas gila nak buat magi, tetibe ade orang letak makanan kat depan mata..perrhh Cinta berganda kot. hahaha Please, trust me on this, it work like magic. Ekhem

Be free of your stresses. Admit that you're stressed and tired, but dont pamper yourselves. Kalau kerja tak siap dan rase penat, kalau tak study habis lagi dan rasa ngantuk, try to push a little bit more first. Guna teknik '5 minit'. Kalau rasa macam dah tak larat, cakap dalam hati, 5 minit je lagi, 5 miniiittt je lagi. Lepas tu baru rehat. Tak boleh manja sangat. Sikit-sikit boleh, kadang-kadang boleh, selalu tak boleh. Kena tough, cmon! Kita dah besar kot, dah adult. Exam? Projek? Small matter..mwahahaha

Jauhi teknik 'sambung esok'. Berhenti kerja walaupun boleh go lagi sebab kononnya nak bangun awal esok dan siapkan. Ini suicide. Anda takkan bangun pagi, lebih-lebih lagi bila tak cukup tido malam sebelumnya. Anda akan bermarathon dan kalau tersedar pun, anda akan TAKNAK BANGUN! no matter what happen. Ape nak jadi jadi la, yang penting aku ngantok dan nak tido. This is suicide bebeh, suicide. Especially kalau esok or lusa kena hantar. Jangan, jangan..Aku dah kena dah. Seksa beb, seksa. huu

it sure can

Jangan lengah kan kerja kalau tak sanggup nak bersengkang mata dikemudian hari. Huhu..Stop telling people that you're tired, start telling people that you can do this, you'll be just fine and you're feeling great. You're just a little bit tired and busier than usual. Always be positive ok apel. I love you. #foreveralone

The escape route

Bila tak larat dan risau, semua orang macam mencarik pasal je. Rase nak marah semua orang kan? Tak bagus tak bagus, nanti menyesal. So lets do these instead.

1. Stand up and stretch your body

2. Play hindustand song as loud as you're allowed to, haha and do the funny dance (buat ramai-ramai lagi best) while singing it. Lebih ridiculous the lyric lebih bagus

3. Gelak macam semua benda kelaka nak mampus

4. Continue gelak

5. Gelak lagi

6. Ok berhenti gelak dan cakap i love you kat rakan-rakan anda

7. Sambung kerja

8. Repeat step 1 till 7 regularly

Haha..Aku memang teruk lah bab buat list ni. Bajet-bajet boleh la. Heheh..Anyhow, ape-ape pun kalau rasa macam dah tak larat, dah malas nak buat pape, rasa lost dan give up gila sampai rasa nak nagis..amek wudu', solat, mengaji atas sejadah, menghadap kiblat..dan berdoa seikhlas hati, haa I.Allah, semua kerisauan akan hilang. Ececewah..Poyo, yes, yes sangat poyo. But everyone know its true. Kan? :) hee..So that is all. Good morning everyone, and goodnight to me.

apelyna

This is a a personal blog. I write mostly about myself, my life events, music i love, and my opinion on current issues that i find worth babbling about. This is a space for me to comfort myself, a space to remind me the positive side of this treacherous world that we live in. So this will be a space that i can return to when i need to be reminded of who i am, if ever i need it.