You know, changes can be preety scary. Changing identity, changing principle, changing every day dress code even, is really a big thing. Bukan mudahkan nak ubah sesuatu yang dah sebati dengan diri kita sendiri. EDUCATION. Belajar ni bukan setakat atas kertas, bukan setakat dalam kelas je kan? Belajar takde subjek yang terhad. Banyak gila benda yang boleh kita kaji, selidik dan analisis sebagainya. The list is never ending. It all depends on us kan?

Speak out.

Susah sebenarnya kan nak bercakap depan khalayak ramai. I always have this urges to talk to people, to a crowd. .juz to share my opinion, to see what people think about what i think about. haha But every time there is a chance for that to happen, i became so scared that my fingers start to get so so so cold and my heart starts pounding so hard i feel like exploding. And usually, i just sit where i sat, not ever dare to even raise up a hand, kecut perud. And i will just mumbling in my head, creating an imaginary scene where i actually raise up my hand proudly, stand out and talk. Well well, Loser gila aku en? dem

Mini evolution.

So this semester, i decided to be a little braver. I try to appreciate every chances that i have. Tapi tak semuanya jadi seperti yang dirancang. Plan-plan dalam otak, tapi last last kecut jugak. Geram gila kot. haha Tapi harini, i evolve a little bit. It may seem like not really a big thing for people, but for me, perhhh. .HEBAT SIAK AKU! haha Cam tu la.

My body is rejecting my evolution.

So i was standing in front of my whole class, my hands are shaking and my head starts to have this brain freeze and suddenly i cant remember what i wanted to say. Rasa macam begitu hampir untuk menjadi retarded di hadapan kelas. But hey, it wasnt that bad. (rasenye) Masih tah hape-hape dan lari dari ape yang aku susun dalam kepala, tapi masih make sense kot. hahaha *malu*

Ade banyak lagi ruang untuk aku cabar diri aku sendiri en? Harapnya aku continue la aktiviti mencabar diri sendiri ni.. .tak stop tengah jalan macam selalu. huahuahua. .Lets see what happen shall we? :) Em em.  . .Will you join me? ehek ehek. . .*muka comel*