Semalam dengan harini agak menyedihkan. First of all, my plan to fly to KL jumaat lepas dah terkubur, atas kesalahan dan ke-ngek-an diri sendiri. I thought sempat naik flight tapi haish, terlepass. Dan sebab aku dah janji (sort of) dengan kawan aku nak teman dia pergi Penang (wedding kawan matrik) aku pun naik bas ke KL. I was so frustrated when i missed the flight, rasa berat hati nak naik bas tapi sebab tak sampai hati nak kensel last minit, ku gagahi jua. Lagipun, keadaan sekrang pun da menyedihkan. Daripada plan nak ber-4 jadi ber-2 sahaje. I didn't have the heart to cancel too.

I called my friend and ask her, komfem tak kita jadi pergi Penang esok sebab tengok fb status macam tak sihat. After getting "Inshaallah jadi." i went to sri puteri. Masa tu rasa malas dah nak balik KL so aku msg kawan aku tu, bagitau yang kalau ade possibility kita tak jadi pergi aku taknak balik sebab nak join event Run kat UTM. But i didn't get the reply. Selepas berfikir, i thought, well..a promise is a promise. Kalau lambat buat decision nak naik bas, lagi lambat sampai, lagi penat nak sambung perjalanan esoknya, so...berlandaskan "Inshaallah jadi" aku pun naik lah bas.So daripada plan asal sampai KL pukul 8 lebih, tapi dengan sedihnya pukul 12 baru sampai TBS.

The bad luck

The bad luck is, sambil atas bas (ke dekat TBS dah, tak sure) saya mendapat msg bahawasanya kami tidak jadi ke Penang, kerana kawan saya sakit dan ibunya tidak memberi kebenaran untuk drive ke sana. Frust sikit. But hey, at least i got to join the Run event. Sebab kawan kelas yang kerja kat KL pun nak join, so i thought, hey mini reunion! YAY! 

Alang-alang dah sampai KL, aku balik rumah jumpa family kejap, mintak kebenaran nak balik Skudai balik. Sebab minggu depan nak balik cuti Raya Haji, plus ada kerja nak buat so lebih awal balik lebih bagus. Boleh tumpang kawan kelas yang kerja KL tu. So lepas magrib kitorang gerak dan sampai dalam pukul 12 tengah malam. I was so freaking tired so i didn't join them for supper.

Dulu kitorang budak master ni ber-4, tapi sorang dah habis study. Tapi semalam dia datang tido sini sebab nak join event esok. Tido bilik kawan. Thinking that it might be hard to wake up the next morning, i join the sleepover. Lagipun nak melepak jugak. 

The 2nd Bad Luck

The next morning, aku tak bangun pun. Frust. Kawan yang tido satu bilik tu tak kejut aku sebab tak sampai hati nak kacau aku tido. Masa otw nak balik skudai aku dah bagitau nak join event esok, tapi aku tak bagitau membe yang tido sebilik tu pun. Aku bagitau member lain. So i guess its my bad. Tengah hari baru bangun, event dah habis. Frust. Tapi kitorang dapat jugak la lepak, makan tengah hari sama-sama lepas tu singgah PC Fair, singgah Kacang Pool then balik.

The 3rd Bad Luck (Like i didn't get enough)

I really wanna hang out with the girls tonight. Diorang kata ada kawan ajak karok malam ni so i thought ok..maybe boleh makan sekali before karok tu. But when i asked when they wanna go out, they say about 7 something. Kalau macam tu memang tak dapat la nak makan sama. They have a group here, ada kelab yang diorang join since first year and i'm not one of the members. Diorang memang close gila, selalu keluar sama and all. I wanna join karok too but you know, orang tak ajak takkan tiba-tiba nak ikut. Aku pun bukan member kelab tu, tak kenal orang sangat. At least wait for them to ask dulu. Takot diorang memang taknak aku ikut sebab tak cukup space ke, nak lepak dengan budak kelab je ke. Mana lah tau. So i just wait.

Long story short, there's a bit of miscommunication and i ended up staying in my room alone while they're out. They want me to follow them but they thought i already knew it and thought that i don't wanna come. Frust.

These 2 days, man..i am freakinly tired. I took the bus, i took the ride for nothing. Frustrated, so frustrated. Penat gila dan sedih gila kot. I wanna be with my friends but i didn't get that. I could spend more time with my family but i chose not to. Bad bad luck. Well, i just have to let this feeling out and i'll be fine. Plus, minggu depan balik rumah! Wee~~